seventeen

i dont exactly understand why its easy for me to write things when im in pain. but now as things get a little bit better its difficult for me. last night, when we were talking i wanted to tell you how i miss u, wanted to be sweet but i tried so hard to keep it to myself. it was my idea to be less sweeter to each other and i think it made me feel a little bit lighter. its too early to make conclusions, you were right that sometimes i worry too much of the future. so starting this time, i tried not to. i just try to think of other things which has greater possibility to come true than thinking about us being together.