fifteen

are u thinking of me?

did u miss me?

do u love me?

do u feel sad if u know im crying now?

are u sad?

can u really let me go?

coz i cant :(

fourteen

im not emo. things are better. i hope it will continue to be.....

thirteen

7:00 i went back to sleep
8:30 i woke up

reality : you're still not coming back

i wish to sleep more and more and more until im ready to face my life again.....

twelve

5:20 AM

i woke up.

i cant sleep.

i feel empty again.

eleven

9:00 pm

i was trying to prepare for my exam and interview tomorrow but i cant focus.
i am waiting for you.

i want to cry.
i feel so uninspired.
i feel so lonely.
but
im trying to be positive.. trying my best...

god pls give me more strength....