eight

i hope you won't regret your decision. but i promise you that the next time we will meet again., i'm gonna be so much better that who i am now. i'm gonna be pretty, sexy, hot and successful woman. then,i'll make you realize that your life could have been so much better, so much fun, so much happier if only i was the one you chose.

seven

the rain is pouring so hard that it makes me feel so gloomy. things haven't been okay up to now. i don't know what am i doing with my life now. as i listen to him talk, i realized how big our distance is. and i feel that i don't belong in his life. it was a childish idea to believe in something so idealistic. fairytale doesn't come true. it only exist in books. i've given up the thought of something magical to happen. i am no princess. i am just your ordinary girl.....